I need advice and some guidance, I am afraid

I’m scared now. I’ve been dodging this bullet for too long and I don’t know how to approach this without interfering with my career and all. I just saw my blood test results after not seeing a doctor for about 6 years with ever increasing consumption of beer daily. I mean I am to the point that I drink 10-15 a day, and function well oddly. And the weekends are worse….. My liver numbers are very high, and I’m terrified right now. I don’t know how to defeat this beast, and I need any words or advice please. Please don’t judge me, this is a weird pivot in my life. I don’t know how, but I’ve slowly become dependent on beer every single day, and it’s just not okay especially seeing my blood test results today….. I need to know how to beat this monster on my back, and I’m scared of that as much as what I now see is happening to my health. I want to live. My eyes are wide open, and I’m so afraid right now it’s unreal…. I appreciate you all.